God, it’s so hard to believe that You are good. Feeling alone in such overwhelming trials, my heart has been so deeply wounded. As I have left these wounds to fester in the darkness of self-pity, I have allowed bitterness and resentment to scab over these wounds. And these scars just remind me of…
This this this with everything right now
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omfg the Queens are back bitches. -
IS THIS REAL!?
and Diddy can’t ruin it. I need it to work
But D Woods was my fave!
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Posted 10 hours ago with 22 notesThe most attractive thing in the world to me is when people talking about their passion, and they get that fire in their eyes. It’s the best.
Nothing sexier in the world than this.
why did you make me this person
why do i have these feelings
and why do i care about the things that i do
or want the things that i do
things that all seem to conflict
but i want them all the same
am i so selfish to be myself? and to want to be happy and for everyone else to be?
or are you showing me that all these things complete me when really you should.
but you made me this way.
and i don’t understand any of it.
and my heart is breaking.
God do you hear me?
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Posted 20 hours ago with 4 notesNo chain is strong enough
No choice is wrong enough
No mountain high enough that He can’t climbNo shadow dark enough
No night is black enough
No road is lost enough that He can’t findNo pain is deep enough,
No heart could bleed enough
Nothing but Jesus’ love can make a way
Posted 1 day ago with 10 notesTeach me to be like Job, who admits wrong and chooses to be humble.
Like Paul, who rises up through his past to glorify God, unkept by shame.
Like David, who clings to God despite all circumstances.
These godly people you read about, and meet in real life
Sometimes becoming one feels so far away
But you changed their lives God, and I will cling to you for this sanctification.
Let me tell you about my first pastor. When I first came to church over ten years ago, I was a stubborn thick-headed horny atheist who was looking for hot Christian girls. I hated the sermons but I kept coming back: because there was something about this pastor.
He endured with me. I asked him tons of annoying questions about God and the Bible, but he answered them patiently. I screwed up a lot: I slept with a few girls in the church and confessed them all, but he never flinched. He called me and texted me when I never replied. He bought me lunches, dinners, books, and sent cards to my house. He spent hours praying for me. He never once lost his temper with me.
Over time, I realized how much of a jerk I was to him. I didn’t listen; I was late all the time; I got drunk and went to strip clubs on Saturday nights before strolling in hungover on Sundays; I hardly asked how he was doing. BUT: he was endlessly loving. And the grace of this man completely melted me. I’ve known him now for thirteen years, and there’s no way I could be the person I am today without him.
I remember small moments. When one day I was horribly depressed, and he wrote me a letter right in front of me. When I got out of the hospital from swallowing a bottle of pills, and he listened without judging. When I was sobbing hysterically one day and he gripped both my hands and told me, It’ll be okay. God still loves you and He will never stop.
Even now, my eyes glisten and my heart swells at his sacrifice. His grace fundamentally ripped away my selfishness and disturbed my ego. I deserved nothing and he gave me his all." - J.S. from this post (via jspark3000)
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